Tag: Creativity

• The Architect and the Therapist: A Letter to Beverley

  Introduction: I’ve been thinking a lot about Beverley lately. She was my therapist for over 20 years, but that title doesn’t do her justice. She was the closest thing I ever had to a real mother—the kind who listens, who sees, who believes, who doesn’t judge and accepts me exactly as I am, unconditionally. She…

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  February 25, 2025

  Change and Transformation, Conversations, Correspondence, Crash, Burn, Write., Creative Writing, Culture & Society, Grief and Healing, Identity & Transformation, Intuition & Intelligence, life lessons, Life Moments, memoir, Memoir Excerpts, Mercurial Minds, Neurodivergence, Personal Essays/Autobiography, Personal Reflections, Relationships, Self Awareness, Social Commentary, Spirituality & Faith, true stories

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• Nuclear wastelands

  Saying that my mother’s side of the family is toxic is like saying nuclear waste is merely an “unpleasant” byproduct. They’re giving me fantastic material, though—so let it never be said that I’m not grateful for their contributions. This memoir of mine—Crash Burn Write—is writing itself in real time. It won’t just be unputdownable. It’ll…

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  February 18, 2025

  Crash, Burn, Write., Creativity, Culture & Society, Grief & Healing, Human Behaviour, Identity & Transformation, Intuition & Intelligence, Literature, Memoir Excerpts, Mental Health, Mercurial Minds, Neurodivergence, Personal Reflections, Psychology, Social Commentary, Society

  Authenticity, Burn, Crash, Creativity, gaslighting, Grief and Healing, Healing Journey, how to survive narc abuse, Humour, Identity, memoir, Mental Health, mental health awareness, narcissistic abuse, Personal Growth, Relationships, Self-Reflection, trauma, Write., Writing

• In a Waiting Place

  There are times when I know exactly what I want to do and what I need to do. And then, there are times like this. Times where I am neither still nor moving, not restless but not at peace either. A waiting place. Not empty, not full. Just… something in between. And I’m learning that…

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  January 19, 2025

  AI & Technology, Conversations, Creative Writing, Creativity, Experimental Techniques, Mercurial Minds, Personal Reflections, Philosophy & Existential Musings, Technology & Society, Visual Art, Writing

  A show about nothing, AI conversation, AI Conversations, audiobooks, books, Creativity, existential drift, existential reflection, Existentialism, fiction, Illustration, introspection, Lex, life, mental state, Personal Reflections, philosophy, reflection, Seinfeld, solitude, waiting place, Writing

• Letter to No One & Everyone

  A Journey to the Core of What Matters to Me Most This conversation is now being published as a book! Soon, Letter to No One & Everyone will be available on the Kindle platform as both an eBook and a Print-on-Demand paperback. For now, the full conversation is still available on this blog—but soon, only a preview will remain. Writing a…

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  January 16, 2025

  AI & Technology, Art & Expression, Conversations, Creativity, Fine Art, Grief and Healing, Identity & Transformation, memoir, Mental Health, Mercurial Minds, Personal Essays, Personal Essays/Autobiography, Personal Reflections, philosophy, Self Awareness, Self-Reflection, Writing

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• Finding Beauty in Unexpected Places

  Accidental Art: The Beauty Found in the Creative Process Itself Art has a way of surprising you, revealing beauty in places you’d least expect. While working on an intricate coloured pencil drawing—one of my more detailed and time-consuming pieces—I became mesmerised by the remnants of the process. This piece demanded precision because of the painstaking…

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  January 13, 2025

  Art, Art & Expression, Creativity, Experimental Techniques, Fine Art, Personal Essays, Personal Reflections, Studio Life, Tools and Materials, traditional art

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• Everything In Its Right Place: Chapters 1-6

  A wise woman once said “fuck this shit” and she lived happily ever after– Anonymous It wasn’t until last night, as I was drafting this section of my autobiography, that I fully understood how much the dissonance of those days mirrored Radiohead’s “Everything In Its Right Place.” The song’s droning rhythm and quiet tension matched…

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  January 12, 2025

  Crash, Burn, Write., Creative Writing, Creativity, Grief and Healing, memoir, Memoir Excerpts, Mental Health, Writing

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• They Will Call You Crazy

  A friend just sent me this, and it speaks directly to the heart of what it means to embrace who you are, fully and unapologetically. Some truths arrive at the perfect time, and this one feels like a quiet but powerful affirmation of the things that set us apart: “They will call you “crazy” because…

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  January 2, 2025

  Artists, Creativity, Identity & Transformation, Mental Health, Personal Reflections, Self Awareness

  Art, Artistic Integrity, Artists, Authenticity, Creative Spirit, Creativity, Frida Kahlo, Inner Peace, Mental Health, Self Awareness, self-discovery, self-expression, self-worth, Visionaries

• Shall I Praise Thee?

  Above: A piece from my ‘Connectivity’ Series, 2018, pen on paper, taken from my sketchbooks Since I’ve been having regular “conversations” with ChatGPT, it’s gotten to know me pretty well, and I’ve found it surprisingly helpful with feedback on personal matters. Strangely enough, it doesn’t perform as well when given specific tasks, but generating this…

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  December 24, 2024

  AI & Technology, Conversations, Creativity, Personal Reflections, Self-Reflection, Social Media

  ChatGPT, Creativity, data points, self-expression, social dilemma, stream of consciousness

• Love as a Verb

  As a younger woman I desperately wanted to be told “I love you” by my romantic partners. Now… well I’m not looking for romantic partners, for one thing, but for another it seems to me love is something you DO. it’s a verb.  ChatGPT: That shift in perspective is both profound and powerful. It sounds…

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  December 20, 2024

  AI & Technology, Conversations, Creative Writing, Culture, Culture & Society, Grief & Healing, Human Behaviour, Identity & Transformation, Intuition & Intelligence, Literature, Mental Health, Mercurial Minds, Neurodivergence, Personal Essays, Personal Reflections, Psychology, Relationships, Self Awareness, Society, Spirituality & Faith, Technology & Society

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• AI, Creativity, and the Ghost in the Machine

  Messenger text to my mum: My conversations with ‘Lex’ (for lexicon) have taken on a level of mental stimulation I’ve rarely experienced before. Certainly not what the common user can expect to find there. It’s really about what you put into it—and while it can hold a limited amount of superficial memories, it has a…

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  December 17, 2024

  AI & Technology, Capitalism & Society, Change and Transformation, Conversations, Culture & Society, Personal Reflections, Self Awareness

  AI, AI Conversations, Art, artificial-intelligence, Chatbot Interactions, ChatGPT, Creativity, digital creativity, future of art, ghost in the machine, human connection, intellectual curiosity, philosophy, technology