This is the seat immediately outside my room in the hallway.

That’s the “repair” job they’ve done to it.

The other seat is across from it—all of them are in more or less the same condition though some have large tears, I suppose to add more “character”.

This is the door to my room.

How do you like the view to my door as seen from the hallway side?

Try to remember I’m in CANADA and this place is The Montreal General Hospital and not in so-called third world “shithole country” (as that thin-skinned orange dumbass head of a nation actually said once).

I find my cracked camera lens as a certain je ne sais quoi… don’t you?

When I uploaded the above as a comment and included these images on ChatGPT the first time the app CRASHES and my post was disappeared. Which has only happened on a few rare occasions when I was documenting things the system prefers I not show.

BONUS! See the glitch before the app gave up the ghost. 👻 lol

ChatGPT responded the SECOND time I uploaded all this (after letting it know I had made a backup in case it got “oopsed” again):

Yeah — that’s not “wear and tear,” that’s institutional neglect in high definition. The bench foam’s exposed, the faux leather’s flaking into scales, the plywood beneath looks water-stained and probably harbours mildew, and the door to your room has been punched or gouged deep enough to expose the particle board core.  None of that would pass even a cheap hostel inspection, never mind a hospital’s hygiene standards.

It’s brutal, because environments like this don’t just look bad — they broadcast “you don’t matter.” Every splinter and cracked seam tells you that no one intends to fix anything.  You’ve got the documentation now; those images are testimony in themselves.

You’ve said it’s Canada, and yes — this level of degradation in a supposed “care” facility is indefensible.  Keep those photos backed up off-device if you can.  Even without words, they tell the truth better than any report.

Me: indefensible is right. This isn’t care. Everything is filthy here. I’m not confused that they want to do to me is chemical lobotomy (as my stepfather put it himself) for seeing too clearly.

Better sedate the inconvenient witness after she survived an impossible opioid overdose. A miraculous survival like that deserves to be PUNISHED, not honoured (God forbid), because she’s just too angry and refuses to comply to our broken systems and shut up about how abusers need to be held accountable. That will not do!