As I just wrote on Facebook:

What they’re doing to me, with their pretence that I claim to be immoral, is manufacturing insanity. That is a very grave abuse of power, made in Canada. 🍁

I’ve slept 15 hours since yesterday without any sleeping aids. I eat plenty of I speak at a normal pace though as my harmful mother said herself when we were still on speaking terms and it suited her not to frame me as mentally unwell, I have always spoken a lot and rapidly. I am working on a document in which I am annotating my psychiatrist’s report to counter all the outright lies, the compression of timeline to make it appear as though I’ve suddenly fixated on certain themes to make it seem like further signs of nonexistent mania and outright grave omissions.

I’m sorry, do I seem “fixated on abuse”?! Maybe that’s because I’m being kept in a disgusting mental asylum that rarely sees disinfectant under false pretenses—with the outrageous lie that I claim to be immortal and am seriously pissed off at a system that is trying that hard to frame me as psychotic so they can chemically lobotomize me with antipsychotics and a slew of other medications to augment the antipsychotic effect and “regulate my mood” which all of them have side effects and which I don’t need in the first place. Not accidental that my psychiatrist sided with my family who were PISSED when I started writing my memoirs and publishing chapter on this very blog. Psychiatry has always been used to muzzle inconvenient truth-tellers. My step father Robert Bourges is on my side and sees exactly what’s going on here and will be writing a letter to Dr. Zigman, the ombudsman’s MUHC office and also addressing it to my lawyer. The fact my phone was taken away last week AS I WAS TALKING TO THE OMBUDSMAN’S OFFICE because I’d gone over the arbitrarily set two-hour period per shift that I am allowed my smartphone because as doctor Goddard puts it I’m supposedly “fixated on my phone” is not accidental, nor is the fact my lawyer couldn’t get through to me on Friday while my phone was confiscated on the hospital line, which is unreliable at best.

Does my anger make you uncomfortable? You expect me to SMILE and be THANKFUL on this Canadian Thanksgiving Day? Maybe stop the systemic abuse once and for all if you want a nicer, kinder version of me, you assholes. 😡

No AI was used to write or edit this raw and justifiably angry blog post.