Here is a copy of my latest Facebook post published about a minute ago. Time now 7:50 PM Tuesday, September 16, 2025.

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To those of you telling me to “take care of myself” while I am being unlawfully held in psychiatric containment — in a ward that is designed to cause distress rather than deliver care — and being run through the gauntlet of psychiatrists who insist that

ELECTROCUTION IN THE WOMB AS A 6-MONTH FOETUS — WHICH I BARELY SURVIVED AND WHICH ALTERED MY NERVOUS SYSTEM, MY ELECTROMAGNETIC FIELD, AND LEFT ME WITH A LIFELONG SEVERE MIGRAINE CONDITION AND COMPLEX PTSD —

…is somehow irrelevant and not worth recording in my file, and that my stating that I am ON THE AUTISM SPECTRUM is just “delusional,” despite my mother’s autism diagnosis by a psychiatrist in 1999:

Here is my message to you.

I have always taken care of myself —
that’s why I’m still here.
The system has been bent on breaking me, and I’ve remained coherent and disciplined through it all.

“Take care of yourself” is condescending when I was parenting my parents as a toddler.
The fact that I haven’t broken and haven’t died should be proof enough that I have been hard done by — instead of which, you keep pathologizing me and telling me to “get help” when what should have been happening all along was demanding that the abusers be held accountable and STOP harming people.

I am not confused.
I am not your object lesson.

Demand better.

And to those like Thom, who say “I think about you every day and hope you are doing positive things for yourself” —

I have been doing positive things for myself all along.
I have survived police abuse, psychiatric abuse, forced medication, MKUltra-level trauma, and what should have been a LETHAL OVERDOSE — without becoming a danger to myself or others.

The problem isn’t that I need to “take care of myself.”
The problem is that the system has been harming me for decades, and too many people who claim to “care” have stood by watching.

If you think about me every day, put that thought into action and demand an end to forced hospitalization, forced drugging, and narrative control.

Anything less is complicity.

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Worth noting is that there is a patient in the ward with me right now who until this year is a friend of mine who gave me a hard time the day after my mother decided to break contact with me forever three months after my father died and he was crying on the phone to me because she thought that I wasn’t emoting enough She felt that my lack of over reaction was a sign of being mentally unwell. This is part of a pattern of people finding that my reactions are never appropriate no matter what and then I’m always requiring medication for some reason or another. Let me remind you that at some point when I was taking medication some of you thought THAT was a problem. SHE HAS BEEN VERY HOSTILE TO ME HERE FOR NO REASON AT ALL SHE ACTUALLY TOLD ME THAT SHE WAS ANGRY AT ME FOR LOOKING AS GOOD AS I DO AFTER A SEVERE SUICIDE ATTEMPT THAT SHE RESENTED ME SHINIG—SO I’M NOT CONFUSED ABOUT THE FACT THAT MANY OF YOU JUST ARE REALLY ANNOYED WITH ME FOR SURVIVING THROUGHOUT ALL THE BULLSHIT I’VE BEEN PUT THROUG. SOMEHOW I SHOULD’VE DIED LONG AGO AND THE FACT THAT I’M NOT SUICIDAL ANNOYS YOU.

I’M SO SORRY TO EXIST—NOT.

Please note that I was using voice dictation and that the voice dictation itself decided to highlight the above paragraph in ALL CAPS.

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